rolling forward

"you can spend minutes, hours days, weeks, or even months over analyzing a situation trying to put the pieces together just to find what could've, would've happened or you can leave the pieces and move the fuck on"

hm, what can I say? s'all good for ya. the past weeks been the greatest no lie. retreat? best experience i've ever had in a while. real talk, ive never been so enlightened. naw i wasnt brainwashed, haha. needed the retreat and it got me back up better than ever. new and improved foo! ahaha. you dont change just because, you change cus you choose to. so ima change for the better. no more mr. shy guy at first its gonna be FUN GUY AND LOUD BAM MOTHAFU@#A! forget what happened before. just roll on and live life. i aint mad or anything if you think so. i hope your not. i just wanna be coo again. cus seems like we dont know each other anymore. just hope we're good.

gotta put it on for my boys. i fuckin love my homies. no homo. foreal. you guys are the fucken best! hahaha good shit. great times everytime all the time.

great america. shiiit. disappointing but whatevs, had HELLA fun. mike was trippin balls on every ride. hahaha shoulda recorded his face on all the rides. its the funniest shit you can ever see. you only see it if your on rides with him or if were drunk! HAHAHA. spent $20 on so many games just trying to win a HUGE gorilla for chelsea. hella effort fail. haha. friggen girl fail at PGA too. there was nothing! i say. NOTHIN! and if there was, you could guess too old or too young or dam she has a boyfriend! hahaha. pretty punny.

chelsea's cotillion was hellla fun! haha. the father and daughter dance smothered on any other ones ive ever seen. HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY CHELSEA! 18 soonnn. Legaci was smokin. Everything they sang was perfect. wish i couldve took a picture with them!

whats comin' up lets see. beach tuesday! its beach season ladies! get ready to see me with my shirt off hahaha jp. cant wait though tuesday's gonna be crackin. after i have nothing planned but im sure there be some stuff poppin up. but if you wanna chill then plan it! FACCCKKK! im always here. only handicap is gonna be money so yaap. after all i dont work yet. still waitin on some calls. i just have to say im so high up in the sky right now. someones gotta pull me back down. cus dam. im having too much fun and life is friggen GREAT! hahaha. anyways thats all i gotta share. peaaacee.

i wish i knew.

hm, its been a while ive actually blogged on this. times have changed. im actually getting fit again running or biking every weekend and the weights every other weekday. ruby's cotillion was the shit! ahahaha. such a good day to have HELLA fun. made up for that week. chelsea's cotillion is coming up and on the same day i get to go to PGA for mothers company picnic. looking forward to that day, kinda. shiiit i hate going trying to go to sleep and having so much to think of. i dont know why i still do. its too late anyways, i bet. i hate having to assume, i wish i didnt have too so i could stop thinking about it. all i gotta say is i still feel the same, i wish it was easier to forget but its all i think of. just gotta let time pass. oh well, "gotta get a breather or else ill either fall down and get back up and maintain" i need one of these. off to go running. peace!